I hate the word fixed. You fix broken things, Matthew wasn't broken. I am happy that his lip and palate repair are behind us, it just doesn't seem real right now. I still get feelings like this shouldn't be happening to us, to my baby. I listen carefully to the little sounds he makes, does it sound different? What does he feel? Does he feel strange? After 13 months of looking into my babies mouth it seems strange to see his palate closed. I know his surgery is called a palate repair and that it is now "fixed" it just seems weird.
There you go, a bit of crazy for the day.
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